Patience

Patience is hard. This year has stretched me so much in being patient, and holding tightly on to God. There are so many times when I hear that voice saying give up, it's not worth it. But the blessed assurance of the good things God promises to those who love Him has helped me to keep going. Nothing I am is mine, or is a result of me. I am a sinner, who deserves to be forever separated from my creator and from the free blessings he showers upon me. I want to work in missions. It sounds like it would be what God wants. But what if it's not? Or maybe it's not the right time. Maybe it will be one day soon. Maybe it will be when I am old and gray. Maybe there is a different plan for me. But that is the big thing. I AM NOT IN CONTROL. I WILL NEVER BE IN CONTROL. And that, is OK!! Thank you Yeshua, for never giving up on me. Patience, patience, for Your will

Tears, missions, good talks with the youth pastor

Crying over looking at a missions website and a blog... oooh boy, emotions running high. I had a wonderful talk with my youth pastor today though about my boyfriend in Honduras and my want to return to Honduras and to do missions... God is soo good. Reading the blogs of people who went or are on missions trips is breath taking. SIMPLY breath taking!!

Help me to keep my gaze upwards Yeshuah

One two and the third breath stops short
I don't think I can hold on any more
Please hold me Jesus
Please hold me Jesus

Jehovah, Yeshuah, El Shaddai
You see every tear I cry
When times want to push me down
I look upwards
To the sky

Frustration in myself, peace in God

I'm pretty frustrated with myself. I'm having so much trouble being patient. Sometimes I think I'm ok, and then I back to place number 1. Lord, I need Your help! You are the only one who can help me to be at peace and make it wholly through this situation. Thank You for all the help You have given me through Your sons and daughters. I'm not perfect and I'm sorry for my sins. Please forgive me and help me to keep moving forward. It's just one step at a time, one day at a time. All is in Your hands. ALL!! You are in control always. Thank You oh Lord, Let Your will be done always unto me and my life. I'm Yours

Waiting well leads to living well

Esperando bien leads to viviendo bien

Este mensaje fue en mi iglesia hoy... Wow.. fue muy poderoso a mi con todo yo estoy atravesando... Dios tiene muy buenas formas de obteniendo mi attencion.. jejeeje. Yo necesito ser recordado de este mensaje cada dia cuando me siento triste... yo necesito tener paciencia para el plan de Dios

God reveals in His time

Finding your purpose takes time. But when God reveals it to you, don't think the journey's easy or over yet. But, the best is definitely yet to come!