God is always teaching me

Dear God, You really are teaching me aren't You? Well please take me now as a fully given servant.Because, I really am nothing without You. I have to learn so many things in this journey from You if I am going to make it through. Patience. Forgiveness. I get so mad when people aren't there for me who I think should be the closest. When close relatives don't get behind me, it feels like a knife in the stomach. Truly I know, I am NOT perfect. I get frustrated and mad, filled with doubt so easily. When, in reality, Your approval is ALL I should care about. That's the bottom line. Physically, I don't need glasses, but I sure do need some insight when it comes to You. Please grant me Your wisdom as You wish to reveal, and allot to me the portion You have deemed me ready for. I'm Yours. Only Yours. You are my ONLY God, there shall be NO idols before You! If I slip, please help me throw away any idol I have built up. I feel so weak Lord, like I might crumble at the slightest blow. But You are SO in control. Do You notice I keep saying 'but'? Like I should already know and do this stuff. Boy, it's one way to humility, though in truth I should love to avoid it. Please bless my dear sisters and brothers in Christ in La Villa, Livonia, Canton, and Southfield,in Africa, Indonesia, an around the world.. Please feed YOUR sheep oh Senor!! You are HOLY! GREAT AND MIGHTY! THE MOON AND THE STARS DECLARE WHO YOU ARE! IM SO UNWORTHY BUT STILL YOU LOVE ME! I love this song, . Please protect Your children and let Your Word spread like a wildfire. Please help the people of La Villa to walk in Your will. Help ALL the world walk in Your will please!. I love my brothers and sisters in La Villa so very much and I pray you will protect them, guard them, bless them, feed them, nurture them, grow them! If it is Your will oh God, please bring me back to them in Your time, not mine. Help me to be patient, forgiving to those who don't understand, and willing always to listen to good advice which You have put in faithful people to tell me. Please help me soak up Your Word and apply it and hold it in my heart.
Amen