Your mind thinks you know everything about a person and where their life has been and then BAM... They tell you so much in a trustful way, and it's like the air has been sucked out of you. You start to think that maybe you have had it so so easy and have been so incredibly blind to other circumstances. I have gained so much respect for people like that. They are so incredibly strong in the Lord because of all they have had to suffer. Another country feels like a whole other planet. Everything you thought was, is not quite as it seems. Soon i'm falling further and further in love with the people and the country of Honduras. They may be behind America in money, but the faith of the believers definitely can move mountains. They are so strong it makes me feel like a baby in the faith. And possibly maybe I am. Man, I am going to cry. My heart feels so torn it's almost incomprehensible. So many emotions wrapped in this body called Delaney.. Oh Lord God, I really don't know much do I? Please take me into Your loving arms and show me where to go. I know You didn't introduce these people to me so I could feel stupid, but You are trying to teach me something. I am so amazed and so grateful for all You have done and are doing and will do in the lives of me and my fellow brothers and sisters in the Lord in the beautiful village of San Antonio. Really, I am also so awestruck at what You are doing with Your people here and around the whole world. I only want to serve You for the rest of my life. I hope to do so in La Villa, but that is up to You only. I need only to hold on to You and listen for Your commands, following them accordingly. I don't know everything now, I am so far from it. But You have grabbed my heart by the country of Honduras for a reason, and I wish ever so much to find out what that is.
Delaney
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