Waiting for God's time and a little bit of excitement :)

So I found my 'dream' place to serve at in Honduras -- It is called Ruach academy, and it is a school DIRECTLY located in Comayagua, HONDURAS!! ahh I would be super excited if I got to work there for a semester or... longer! Always, this is God's decision, not mine. Because, I need to comply with and listen to God and His plans for my life, or my life will take a downward spiral. God isn't 'forcing' me to go down a certain path. I have a choice. Some people look at it and say, "well God is forcing me to go this way or He will strike me down." Well, I don't know about striking you down, but He sees the WHOLE PICTURE. It's like a parent telling their teen not to have sex before marriage. The teens don't always want to believe that waiting is the best. They see something good and want it now. Why wouldn't their parents want something good for them?? Because the timing is wrong. And the good thing will become extraordinarily good if you WAIT. Maybe God wants you to wait to do something, or He sees a BETTER way for you. He isn't forcing you to go one way, but He wants it for you out of LOVE!!! LOVE!! The struggles you may have to go through to move toward something, the waiting that you have to endure to get to something, is out of LOVE. God knows all the pain that you would go through if you chose to do something now, when He has a better time for it, or if you choose something that He doesn't will for you, when He has a better plan for your life. LISTEN TO GOD. WAIT. ACCEPT HIS LOVE AND HIS WAY! THANK YOU YESHUA FOR ALWAYS WANTING WHAT IS BEST FOR ME AND YOUR KINGDOM! MAY YOUR KINGDOM COME AND YOUR WILL BE DONE!!