As it is in Heaven Yeshua Please

"In the name of Jesus we pray"... I love the song As It is in Heaven by Matt Maher.. Wow... Yes Jesus!! Let Your Kingdom come, let YOUR WILL BE DONE. So many days I feel like putting down the fight to get into mission work and say God "I can't do it. I GIVE UP!!" But wait a minute. Who is REALLY fighting for me?? Can I really accomplish anything by myself? Am I acting like everything rests on me and my back? I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT GOD WHO PROVIDES. I need to be rescued, to be directed, to be loved by an amazing God who knows me so much better than I know myself. He knows my heart for missions, I believe He put it there in my heart. He is going to carry to completion whatever good work He has started in me! The Bible PROMISES that. GOD PROMISES THAT TO ME. and I don't deserve it. I can never work off the debt I have accrued against my Father God. Yet He chooses me for HIS purpose. Not mine. So how am I going to accomplish a purpose I DIDN'T PLAN?? I'm Not.... I need the blueprint, the map from God. And Patience. A whole lot of that. And it will come. It will, God will bring strength to His weary if they will give in, humble themselves and KNOW that they are NOT in control!! GRACIAS JEHOVAH!!