One day

It's just one of those days when I need Your strength so much more Father God. You have blessed me so much that I can NEVER repay You, EVER. If I lived for all eternity working for You it wouldn't be sufficient for what You have done ALREADY in my life!! Thank You for my family, my boyfriend and his family, Your church in La Villa, in Chicago, in Nicaragua, in Haiti, in Canton, MI, and so many other places. I pray that You will lead and guide Your churches wherever they are and protect Your children. You always have been, and will be FAITHFUL. You know that I struggle with patience, with trust, with my doubts. You know that my spirit is willing, but that it is not time yet for me to return for Honduras. I don't know all the reasons, I don't know all Your plans, but I DO KNOW that You are in control of all of Your children's lives! HALLELUJAH!! Praise the Father. Father, I feel sometimes that because I mess up or I am not good enough now, that that is the reason why I am not in Honduras yet. But I know now that that is a lie. I could never be 'good enough' to receive any good gift from You. It is impossible. Yet I know that You bless me even when I fail because You LOVE ME!! 'YOUR LOVE NEVER FAILS!!!' I hope to sing that out in Honduras and around the world one day, but for now God, and each day of my life, I will try my best to learn patience and wisdom from You, and give You the glory no matter my situations. I LOVE YOU YESHUA